FarAwayInTheByGoneDay

2008-06-04T04:08:00.000-07:00

do you visit this site lately? baby if u do u still care for me! I LOVE YOU ;D

2008-06-04T03:38:00.000-07:00

4th of june, we have been apart for 4 days, and i cant take it anymore, i dont know whether is she still in love with me. she said part of her still do, im glad but at the same time sad cause where have the other part gone to???:( im just another saded fuck. hiash i nvr told her this before, 4 months back life was all about drinking and smoking and destroying myself. then just when boredom strikes god kindly send me this cute lil angel called amirah:D seriously i swear i have no intention on wooing her, but calls became msges slowly we met up before heading to school. i didnt had any confidence at all in the 1st place i thought she would just ignore me, but my love grew deeper everytime i talk to her over the phone, i can tell u 90% of me felling in love with her is her attitude and character because we spent most of the time talking on the phone. Soon we were like average couples kissing and hugging. But i would like to stress that something happened the binds me spiritually with her together and unable to let go. thats why baby, i want you back in my life cause nth is more important then having u in my life.

2008-06-02T23:13:00.000-07:00

last night jonan won the guy in a brawl. we when hunting high and low for him and found that guy at E-hub arcade. escorted him down and towards pasir ris park. the fight so rather boring but he got an panda eyes! haha serve him right see whether he dares to lure us out and dare us to take him one on one. life sucks ar,without dear but back to old life. harming myself like no one cares. i need su'aindah badly luh.take my life can? use both of your hands and take my life away, i want to be yours for eternity.hmm...
FarAwayInTheByGoneDay where the stories all were true, legend told by the man of old that boughts us here today...LaLaLa~
SICK AND TIRED i want to kiss amirah su'aindah la!

2008-06-02T09:10:00.000-07:00

Twinkle twinkle amirah
How i wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in my eyes

Twinkle twinkle amirah
How i wished you miss me la~

HAHA [sing in twinkle twinkle lil star tune]

2008-06-02T08:42:00.000-07:00

Life will not be the same anymore. without su'aindah dear dear is like stabbing my heart non-stop.If my friends were to read this they would be shock, cause they will never know the other side of varian.so i suggest that anyone who read this please shut your mouth for god sake.12 more days to her birthday and we broke up. im feeling very weird, i felt that i owe her something. im not going to bull crap down here about how much i love her. she knows it deep down in her heart.i told her i will wait for her for 11 more years when she is 27 and im 28 then will get married and fly to switzeland then finland to settle down. i promise that her wedding gift was to register a star in the sky just for her. i am going to, thats why i want to work hard and get a good job in order to support our family.as everyone thought that im the kind of playboy character listen up, su'aindah is my third girl in my life and straight away i know she will be my wife. haha i will never stop loving her although now we are sort of seperated, but somewhere in our heart we are spiritually, mentally and most of all physically attached and unable to break free. baby dear i hope you see this, you know what i mean. well now time will let both of us settle with our life obstacles and then we will be back and even stronger and ready. this is the 1st ever relationship that i cried, haha okaaay go on and laugh .. but im serious cause i took her very seriously. MR AZHAR SAYS : " i wonder what vision a couple would have in your age? sex? marriage?" i dont know about others but i told her that i will marry her.haha i love her no matter what she says. i dont even care that she cant love me the way i love her, cause it dont make sense, when you love someone be prepared to do dumb things and say silly stuff to ur partner, if not? then you are definately not ready to be in a relationship. im getting her something for her birthday but i NEED to know something. GOD who can help me? haha. well im seeing her tml anyway.yeay!!! :D
I LOVE U AMIRAH SU'AINDAH

2008-06-02T03:04:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH I LOVE YOU AMIRAH SU'AINDAH

I LOVE YOU LA BABY, I WANT YOU I NEED YOU LA!

KEMBALI KEPADAKU!!! baby!

2007-12-13T11:33:00.000-08:00

[REPLICA]

Remember when we used to look how sun set far away'

And how you said: "this is never over"

I believed your every word and I guess you did too

But now you're saying: "hey, let's think this over"

You take My hand and pull me next to you, so close to you

I have a feeling you don't have the words

I found one for you, kiss your cheek, say bye, and walk away

Don't look back cause I am crying

I remember little things, you hardly ever do

Tell me why.I don't know why it's over

I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night

I hope your wish came true, mine betrayed me

You let my hand go, and you fake a smile for me

I have a feeling you don't know what to do

I look deep in your eyes, hesitate a while...Why are you crying'

Tallulah, It's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over

Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah,This could be... heaven

I see you walking hand in hand with long-haired drummer of the band

In love with her or so it seems, he's dancing with my beauty queen

Don't even dare to say you hi, still swallowing the goodbye

But I know the feelings still alive- still alive

[Solo]

I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now

I'll always love you, no matter what you do

I'll win you back for me if you give me a chance

But there is one thing you must understand

[Chorus]

2007-12-13T10:58:00.001-08:00

heey ya all tomorrow primary school class chalet cant wait anymore longer:D its 6pm in the evening guys and girls. BBQ starts around that time too so dont be late ! today meet carrie, grace and sheng bang , when to watch the GOLDEN COMPASS at tampines mall golden village cinema. it was nice though the story remain unfinished the polar bear fighting part was FUCKING disgusting, the enemy polar bear lower jaw flew out OMFG haha:D before the movie i had lunch at long john sliver and all of them stared at me while im munching away.LOL.after movie grace and carrie head to town me and sheng bang head back to sheng bang crib to collect magical sticks and he ate his mum's claypot rice haha sounds nice but i fail to try it aww~ how sad:( Muhaha. i rejected bunny's toning plan a few times as im so shagg and tired(SO SORRY BABY) we shall ton once again as soon as possible aiite:)any just give me a call or a msg bunny.
DO YOU LISTEN TO METAL SONG ?
IF NOT? START NOW !!!
okae guys first of all u think that metal is noisy or metal is satanism or etc~ but i tell you listen to good metal, nice ones like symphonic etc~
i listen to power metal which is different from other metal and i can tell u why. power metal or progressive metal writes bout life and things that is about to happen or already happened around us which is why it is worth listening and meaningful:D
not like those mainstream asses like MCR or CLICK 5 all they care is about love and themselves or better still for money$$$. songs from the past are way better than now cause they write them with passion and not the aim of earning money.yeayea they still need earn money ~ but ... you know what i mean?.. ill introduce you to a few nice band to head start you , here are some below:D
SONATA ARCTICA
STRATOVARIUS
EDGUY
CELESTY
WARCRY
POWERQUEST
PS: dont listen to DRAGONFORCE they are crappy man!

2007-12-12T09:08:00.000-08:00

[Superheroes]

[EDGUY]

City lights are calling

Slowly coming back to life

Speeding in the fast lane

Mama let us waste no time

Devil in the doorway

Selling any kind of hell

We're just coming out to play the game

[Chorus]

And we never cry for love

We're superheroes

We are back where we belong

We never cry for pain

We're superheroes

Make a stand where we belong

Way to long I've tried to be

What I could never be

For too long you've rolled the dice

But you can't control me

I ain't talking about romance

You may fiddle I may dance

Anyway it's just a game we play

[Chorus]

You gotta move to stay alive

We're gonna rock the bash tonight

[Chorus]

2007-12-12T07:55:00.000-08:00

kaae here it goes my first official post hahah:D well its really hard to setup a blog i guesss haha and god bless me with 2 person to help me successfully complete this blog and they are LIANE and GINO.Thanks you guys for the help.Today is my last day working with DHL got lots of memories while working there ("Nothing is forever in life but a memory believe its true")haha this is taken from a song called ScarletRose :D i want to thank THAHIR my team leader he treat me very well very good and his nick name is "TAR TAR SAUCE " haha. Crash gino house that day with sheng bang, gerald (flykite) us. We were freaking hungry so we cooked pasta and fried fries:D after that slack and smoke. gino brother matthew owe me one stick haha but its alrite haaha. Ive turned into a nocturnal animal nowadays sleeping around 7 am in the morning and wake up at 3pm in the afternoon to work hahah life have been so sucky. THIS friday 14 december having primary school class BBQ at Pasir Ris Costa Sands Chalet o.O woohoo !!! Fetched carrie on 8 dec on saturday so i hope to see everyone to be there this coming friday :)
I WANT MY SONATA ARCTICA T-SHIRT !!!
anne never buy for me when she were at tokyo so sad man.
BUNNY over at VAE's side of the country and we had loads of fun luh haha, we when shopping and we got a pair of jean and a few shirts haha how cool huh! haha looking forward to chill with bunny again:))) im COLLECTING my N lvl results next tuesday and my heart start pounding louder and harder as everyday passes, guys and babes please pray for me okae ? haha alrite got to chao !

2007-12-11T09:09:00.000-08:00

hello everyone surprisingly i have a blog. im vae. so hi guys and babes im damn bored so i started this =)